My Near Death Experience

My NDE

To live a NDE is nothing special. But sharing with others in order to make our last trip more easier or more acceptable is my aim.

I used to have very bad health and have had quite a few surgeries in past. The very last one was the NDE on 1988. It was the third day after I have my womb cut. It was during the night. I was suffering a lot, it was really hurting much and I was worrying so much about my young kids at home. After long long strangling (can't tell the time), I suddenly felt my body weighting very light, so light and finally comfortable, no more pain, worrying, and then, not the same as most people said that their soul got out from their head, I felt my soul (I don't know what word I can use indeed but soul should be the suitable word for me) just rising up from my body... or from my belly... something like that, anyway from that area.

Then, it's just like most people's feeling, so peaceful, so grateful and my body or my soul has no weight at all. I was in the middle of no where, I could see all around me in the same time...

Then, the whole room was lighten by a kind of light bright but not hurting, there was no corner, no shadow, the light seems to be peace, happiness and so on. Then I saw or I felt because I can't tell if I saw with my eyes or with my soul, I heard with my ears or with my soul, the nurse who took care of me for the night time came in for the daily check, she talked to me, I thought I answer but she seemed not to hear, she then ran to search the nurse chief of the night, and then the doctor, they worried a lot though I tried to tell them I was fine, I never had been so fine... No one hear, they gave me medication, can't tell how long after, all a sudden I felt my soul fall down into my body and all the suffering came back in the mean time. It was so strange, the nurse complain that I frightened them and so on. I couldn't say a word, I was so confused.

It's better shorten the story but in the mean time I would like to tell my feeling at that very moment... Unluckily on the next day, no nurse, no doctor were willing to answer my questions. Indeed the nurse who used to take care of me was on leave, and with whom we had very good contact. I thought I could ask her for more information but then...

It took time for me to make my husband understand it was not a dream nor because of the medication. This happened 20 years ago. I remember it as if it's yesterday. And my life change a lot ever since then, I think my person changed. I am a believer but can't tell what religion and I don't think it's necessary to have one.

Today I use to tell people I'm a believer, because there are something more stronger and powerful around us, and we shouldn't afraid of death, because by the time it arrives, we'll be so fine, so peaceful and worry about nothing any more, because things will be fine. It was so strange that I didn't even worry about my kids at that time! not even my husband or the rest of my family!

Then, I had lots other experience in life but don't know if it's because of this experience or not. But I think it opens my spirit to see things which can be a reason why.