At the beginning after my NDE, I didn't know what had really happened. My husband was the only person with whom I could speak to. But with time, it was in the 80's, the media started talking about NDE and I read the book written by Dr. Moody and many others. So, little by little I realized what had happened to me.I did a great thing when I quit hospital... I quited smoking, yes, I said to myself, if I'm allowed to live, I must keep my health, I must try take good care of my children and my husband. I read books in tons, about health, nature, history about medicine, philosophy,psychology, science, paranormal, UFO and many many more. I'm origin Chinese and became Swiss because of my husband.
When I arrived in Switzerland, I didn't know a word in French! with time, and after some months schooling, my French stayed very bad. I could hardly have conversation in French. We used to talk in English sometimes addition a few words in French. All these bring me to say that I was so surprised to find out, by the time I started borrowing books from the library I could read easily in French. I worked hard during day time for my husband, to take care of the children and all house work as any other housewives. Read tons of books during the night. During the evening, I gave myself massage while watching television. I slept only about 3 hours daily for almost 15 years which was not a good idea since I finally got pretty sick.
I used to be believer but not really fix with any religion. My parents are Buddhism, I studied in Christian school. But ever since my experience, my faith grow really strong but I stay away from religions.
My father was a Chinese doctor and he touched me a little on acupuncture when I was teen. I was too lazy and afraid at that time, or I should say I was not ready. But after NDE, I gathered up all my knowledge, and I tried hard to combine European medicine and Chinese medicine together, not wanted to show I'm more clever than doctors and wise people, but for myself! I want to live and under good condition. I didn't know what I really want to do, I just trying hard to do something, to learning more, I kept myself really busy.
I born to have pretty bad health. People can see by my size, small, skinny, allergic to almost everything. I got pretty calm, much more than usual, after such experience, I'm sure most people will be the same. I think I have better philosophy in my daily life, I breath better and feed my family correctly, I mean more vegetables and fruits, less fat, and more sport... not really... walk more, among mountain, use my feet as often as I can instead of taking the car each time, climb the steps instead of the lift which finally heal my asthmatic. Many thanks to all the wise people leaving us so many wise books.
I also started giving myself massage, I gave massage on my 12 meridians to drain, with time I truely gain back energy. For those who still have doubt! Please try, of course we won't get cure in a day, and it took me years, even now, I'm still doing almost daily but not that intense. I don't mean we don't need medication, but I experienced that we can have less and sometimes, the side effects of certain medicine harm us more than the sickness.
With time, my hands got more sensitive, my whole person got more sensitive, to feel my body, to feel things in my touching, to feel people and even more sensitive to situations and sight around me. I had quite some paranormal experience when I was a kid and I started to have more.
Once in our chalet something like a year or 2 after NDE I found myself in bed while I was trying to digest the books I had just read, I found myself projected from my body and flying across the valley where we had our chalet. It was just fantastic. And I was not afraid. I felt so good but it was different from the NDE experience, it was simply something else. I'll talk about other experience later.
Then, I felt I must make a good use of my knowing, I wanted to do something else, since I used to work with my husband. I just looked for another job outside. I wanted to have contact with other people. So I worked as an aesthete in a beauty institution where I had quite some success. Some people told me how fine they feel only by my present. I was really happy and enjoyed so much the contact. 'cos everybody is so different, people may look heathy but some thing serious is preparing within, that's why we get pain strangely here or there, sudden headache, sore legs or knees...etc. If we pay attention right at the beginning and drain the area in order to let the energy cerculate again, our body can continue its duty. I must say I learned how to drain during this period- lymphatic drainage.
Unluckily the worst human behave happened that I finally rather quited the job. It's not easy to fight for nothing, I was not there for fame nor for money, my husband complained already that I'll earn more working with him than to work outside. Jealousy is really something... success is not always something so positive.
Sine I have a very curious nature and as I said wishing to do something, I put my attention on numerology, tarot, feng shui which I learned a little bit while I was young. Little by little I amused to tell when people passing by what problem the person has. Sometimes on people we know (I know it isn't that nice but it stays between my husband and myself only), and my husband has to admit that I can really see the health problem of people and sometimes even foresee certain events. I started to give massage at home to family members and friends. I was surprised to see within them not all but just like flash or just got their feeling on me. So I could feel the problem by the time I'm in front of them, and when I touch the person, I'll go right away to their problem. And the hardest thing is how to avoid to read in their mind... yes, I realized with time, I read inside the person which I didn't want, and I don't want till now.
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Now, let me talk about other strange experience I've got. But I can hardly remember all the timing :Once I was asked to go to London for my nephew's graduation. My sister's friend invited us to stay in his house in London. I didn't know the guy. When we arrived, I mean when I walked in the house. His wife told me that she was impressed by the brightness of my eyes. Wow, don't think that my eyes can shot out something. Indeed I can only repeat what she said, I can tell myself. No one ever told me about this.
In the same day, the friend of my sister I'll not use his real name, let's call him D, he told me he learned about my NDE from my sister and he had an accident and had out a kind of out of body experience which sound a bit different from mine. He was troubled by a spirit for a certain time which I believe it's because of this work. He has to go often inside some tunnels and dark area far from town. In spite of a protection given by a monk, he still can't sleep and feeling pretty perturbed. He learns from my sister that I did a lot of things to help people from many kind of strange sicknesses, he wanted to know if I can do something for him.
He's a very nice person with a kind little bump behind his neck. They told me that they couldn't see this. It seemed I'm the only one who can see and feel it. And that's what I could see at once. I told him, I don't know what I can do(because every time and with every person, it's different), but I can try to give him a massage to soothe him. Indeed I didn't know something unknown was resided in him. During the day time, we're settled in the living room, only he and me.
I started the way I used to, but I could feel the cold from his body. But there was too much noise in the house because of the present of his wife and friends around which disturb a lot my concentration. I finally stopped after a certain time, especially I had to fight against the cold feeling that I never had, so I wanted a break isolate myself in a room for a while. During that period D just sent everybody out the house so that we can work in silence. I learned this from my sister who came to fetch me after a certain time to see if I was ready.
So I started again with D in the same living room. We took the same position. As usual, I started by his head, I men behind his neck he was lying on the floor and I was kneeing behind his head. I felt really cold, his body and everywhere, I then, put my hands over his body to feel. It's easier for me to feel this way, not to have direct contact but 5 or 10 cm above. I felt like a kind of cold wall between his body and my hands. I must say every time I give massage, my hands become very hot. I cerculated my hands all over above his body after 10 minutes direct contact with his neck. And both of us could heard a sound louder and louder with time, just like rain drops falling on something, and I felt something was resisting my hands, I kept my hands running above his body, all over, and I went back behind his head, still not touching him at all, but this time, I just put my hands above his head and pray, I pray in Chinese, I knew only one prayer at that time, I can't tell how long I did this, because I could feel something resisting harder. I must say I'm not the kind of person who give up easily. I insisted, suddenly, I saw a cloud or something like this arise from his breast and stayed for some seconds, little by little it disappeared. I was pretty tired and something is telling me the work is done, do I stopped.
D told me later he felt everthing as I did, and we learned afterwards, there's no rain, we realized it's because of the cold from his body and the heat from my hands which making the sound. D felt the thing left his body and he tried to pray within too. The bump behind his neck was gone. He could sleep well at least on the night.
The story isn't over that way. The most paranormal thing happened after this.
On the same evening we went for the spectacle of "Saturday Night Fever" it was in the 90's, after the spectacle D invited everybody for a meal in a Chinese restaurant. After that it ought to be around midnight but there was quite a lot of people in the street, we are in London. I was walking and talking with my sister and the rest of them were following us some meters behind. All a sudden, I didn't have time to see very clear, I heard a Big Bang against my sister and me, in my mind, with such sound, since I was not hurt, my sister must be in pieces... and she thought the same. People were screaming around. In the same second, I found myself with my sister on the road side, next to the foot-path where we were walking on. A very tall guy was completely crashed on the foot-path face downward, from his head to his feet, he was totally fixed to the ground, as if something was against his body. Seems like in the second we've just exchanged our position. 1 to 2 seconds after, the guy got up and ran away quickly, people around asked if he's all right and I heard he said that he's in a hurry and wanted to catch his bus. Our friends came towards us to see if we're fine. D stopped a taxi to drive us home at once.
D said they saw the guy running so fast against us, they understood at once that he wanted to rob us, when they heard the sound, they thought both of us were badly hurt, but they just can't understand how come things turn out this way, the guy must be about 1m90 or even more and I'm just 1.50 with 40kg, my sister a little bigger than I do. I'm sure someone above was there to save us. Our guardian angel or God, or Buddha? We don't know It's the most amazing thing I lived physically.
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Some years before this, I was helping a very close person, let's call her R. I was solicitted often by her or I can say daily. When I was in HK, I did Feng Shui seeing in her office and helping her to move the furnitures. There was a time she felt so bad that she was thinking of suicide often. Indeed a bad Feng Shui can influence people's behave and mood. Well, it's pretty long and complicate...I have to say, it happened very often in the morning, usually short time before I got up when I was between awake and asleep, I could see some scenes. I suppose at that time I was so much tied to this person, one morning I found her lying next to me and a dead baby was lying on my belly, facing to her. I must say I feel so sorry today for what I've said... to this dead baby, because I thought it gave R all the bad luck and trouble, I told it to go to hell and leave R alone. I wrote this to R in the same day, since I live in Swiss and she's in HK.
On the next morning, I found myself in her home,(also under the same condition half dream half awake). I saw Guang Yin, Chinese Goddess, She was just out side R's door and didn't get indoor. I told R about this. I afraid something must be wrong in her home. She answered that she can't tell what or why but for the baby, perhaps it's the baby she had long time ago which she had an abortion. Again, the other morning, I found myself in her home, but this time there were lots of children everywhere. They were having fun, jumping on the sofa, table, toilet, bedroom, living rooms... everywhere. Strangely they're all about the same size, girls and boys. I told R about this and she said it could be the jealous people around her. 'cos in Chinese, children may represent little person (jealous people). So I prayed and asked these children to leave R alone, they had given her enough trouble.
A certain time later, in the morning again, some children came to me, on my bedside here in Switzerland! with their shoes in hand I understood that they are willing to go, they'll leave R alone for me. I was very happy and it's done.
Many years later, about 3, 4 years ago , I learned from another person the true story about the flat where lived R. R told me it is her husband's father's flat. Indeed, it isn't theirs and her husband's father was a doctor, doctor who did abortions in that flat!!! I then understand that all those children were the poor results of abortions from the past. I feel ashame of myself in despiting them, I thought they were harming R, indeed they were victims. Today, I pray often also for their soul and regret what I might say wrong at that time. This experience reminds me often to be very careful not to make judgment too fast on any things or situations.
For those who still want to know more, here are some other experience:
As I said, I'm from Hong Kong. About 12 or 13 years ago, when I was in HK, I learned one of my uncles, a brother of my father who's very sick in the hospital, but I didn't know which one. I asked my mom to come with me to pay him a visit. She didn't want to because she's very afraid of hospital and she complained that each time she went there, my uncle wanted her to get him out of hospital and so on. And she found it's not necessary for me to pay him a visit after all. Especially I don't stay in HK for long, and time flied. I finally didn't have the opportunity to visit him.
Some months later, my mom called me this uncle passed away. I was very sad, and regretted that I didn't pay him the very last visit. Some days later, when I was in bed in the morning, it was about time for me to get up, I had my eyes wide opened, I saw my uncle in front of me with brown dress, very relax and calm, I felt he was telling me that he's fine, I could understand he just knew how much I regret not seeing him while I was in HK and he's there to let me know that he's fine. Few seconds after, his image is gone, I got up and called my mom. I asked her to burn some incenses for me in his funeral. My mom told me that his funeral just over in the same day, some hours ago. How surprise I was, I asked my mom what dress he was wearing, but my mom was frightened to dead, and didn't want to talk to me any more. I told her what I saw that morning.
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When we think of God or talk about God, we often forget this is the name given by human being. In English is God, in French Dieu and in Chinese 神， In Chinese it has many meaning. It may mean our soul, our spirit, our energy, depends on the combination of word. So it can be very different. But we are not here to distinguish the meaning nor the right word to use, and we all know He/She is on earth for a reason or another, and we've been with He/She always.As I said, I'm not Christian but at the year 2000 my husband and I went to Rome for our 25th anniversary of our marriage. Indeed I've asking for this trip for years but it costs :-) Finally my husband satisfied my wish and we had a really happy trip. Surprisingly I didn't have any specially feeling in Vatican, but in 'St. Paul hors les murs' sorry, don't know the name in English. It's such a grand construction with strong spiritual vibration. Ever since we got in, we could feel strong vibration everywhere, when went deep inside, there are few separated office for different ceremonies. We went into one which was free from any use at that moment, the vibration was so strong that even my husband felt it, and me almost headache. I must say my husband is not the kind of people who used to pay attention to this kind of feeling.
When we went out of that office, next to it, in the other office was holding a ceremony with big crowd, some people were on their knees out side because there haven't got enough space to content all of them. When I was about 5 meters or more... from that area, I felt like 2 invisible arms coming surrounded my body, as if an inviting to join them. It was such a comfortable or understanding feeling ...? Could it be faith of the crowd? could it be God? Could it be the faith of the office or the builders? I don't know. It stays in my head and my heart with great gratitude.
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Another experience about church I've got was 2003. I gave massage to a person of my husband's family. She had kind of health and relational problem. I tried to help as well as I can. Because we can help for the body but not in the character of the person which should be the origine of most of her problem. During the massage, I used to have my eyes closed, so that I have stronger feeling and insight. All a sudden I saw her clearly in front of me but on the other side around with her eyes wide opened. When I opened my eyes to verify, I saw her in the normal position with her eyes shut. When the massage was over, she told me how she felt and she told me she felt someone stood next to us during the massage with crossed hands. She said there was a time she also had a strange feeling which drove her wide open her eyes, and she saw I was concentrating in the massage with my eyes shut, then so closed her eyes quickly after that glance at me.This person complained that she would like to pray sometimes but don't know how and she doesn't know who she should believe. Though their family is supposed to be Christian. I encouraged her to pray simply with her own words, we don't need a real formula of prayer, and she can pray everywhere, 'cos God is everywhere, some people may need to pray in a Temple or Church, and some need only a lighted candle for their concentration with the prayer. And many don't need any of these. We can pray anywhere on our own.
We went down town to have a walk since we intended to show her Sion the town where we just moved to live. I have very good feeling with one Church in town. Because we have two in town. We went into my favorite Church, and encouraged her to burn a candle and thank God in the same time, because I believe the result of the massage is not from me, and it's the power of God but through my hands. So, I left her on her own in order to respect her privacy, I found myself in the middle of the Church, it was Autumn time, and it was pretty cold already, my hands used to be cold besides the moment when giving massage, suddenly I felt some energy (or cotton like, soft and comfortable) coming around my hands, warm and tender, slowly go over my whole body, such comfortable feeling with enormous gratefulness. I can also say it was as if a kind of wind blow onto me. I nearly had tears in my eyes during that moment. Dear all, I don't know what was it but I truly believe that God was there with me. I can never thank He/She enough for all the helping hands for me and other people I've healed.
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